My eyes and how they will kaput.

My eyes feel tired these few days. I wash my eyes with Optrex EVERY NIGHT. Must be the HOURS in front of the comp and on the PS2!! But its exciting, you see... cause I've played 46 hours of PS2 in 7 days!! And I'm ALMOST completing Kingdom Hearts 2 in another.... 4 days, at the most. Its a record time!! I've never finished an RPG so quickly before in my life!! But I won't be proud of myself this time, cos the disc keeps jamming up and I'm unable to complete Atlantica and Pride Lands. I'll only be jumping into The World That Never Was and Sora's at a pitiful level 50. *gasps*

I will try to improve my stats!! So off I go!!

I FINISHED FFX in 19 1/2 HOURS OUT OF MY 20 HOUR LIMIT!!

It took me 19 and a half hours to play from the start of Zanarkand Ruins to the end of FFX! I'm so proud of myself! Within my own 20 hour limit! And right in 3 days!

I finished FFX! And I'm feeling very proud with myself. But I cried like a baby while killing my aeons. I barged into Jecht, forgetting to heal right after some 10 battles with some horrid 'inside Sin' fiends. (And a Great Malboro, at that). * gasps* No spoilers! Cause there's someone here who's not finished with the game! *stares accusingly at Pat*

I'll miss Auron. I'll miss Tidus. Tidus' Slice and Dice Overdrive was inflicting 9999 HP damage with each strike.

I love Yuna. Without her, I would have died. Her Holy was doing 43 000 HP damage to anything that stood in her path! By the way, her Magic stats was at 122. God knows how I got her that far! Lulu was only at 68. Even Wakka was already at 53.

And my dearest Cindy, Mindy and Sandy were inflicting over 250 000 HP damage with their Delta Attack Overdrive! Anima was doing 53 000 HP damage just by using Pain! Its Overdrive was well over 120 000 HP. And my Valefor was inflicting 33 000HP in Overdrive! See why I cried? *tears spill again*

above l to r: Yuna, Tidus
bottom l to r: Rikku, Auron, Kimahri, Wakka, Lulu

My next blog theme shall be FFX! (or Kingdom Hearts... maybe?) Await my new layout!

Oh well, FFX aside! Now I shall tackle Kingdom Hearts 2! I WILL finish it before Chinese New Year! It'll be a busy affair!

I shall be off to start it now... *runs off*

*runs back* On another note, I'm cuter, eh? With this Chibi-Maruko thing?

*runs off*

Adios, amigos!

My blog shall be dead for about a week. (Not that it isn't already). I will be in Singapore for a while to... (hopefully) find the man of my dreams... preferably... a Japanese! Well, while I dream on... here is the pic of me and my mad friends tearing down Toys 'R' Us with our beauty.

*sudden transformation*

My darling imoto is not in the picture because she was too busy admiring her aniki's beauty from afar! Bwahahahaha my beauty is a sin!

*sudden transformation*

And here's Tsukimori Len for Pat to see... he's a violinist with the light blue hair.

And mosquitos? Don't ask for presents. :P

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Oh ya, I cut my hair, and am a real-life ChibiMaruko! So much for growing my hair to make it Yunoki-ish! That dream is still far far far far far far far away...

ps- Irene darling! I missed you!

Me, it is I, the Genius

I am here to blog, thanks to Karyn's wake up bells.

Uh... yes. It is I, the Genius. And this is what happened.

I went to Queensbay yesterday with Soviet, Pat darling, Imoto darling (and Irene, in our hearts). And so we went to this Aw Yong shop that sold 5 manga for RM20!! Of course those manga were in Chinese, but what did it matter to my little otaku brain?? The manga was too cheap to be true! And so I bought 5. With Soviet-sama. We shared. And we bought. 5.

(Note: We can't read, speak, or understand Chinese.)

After that, we hopped into another shop, and Soviet-sama bought another 2 Chinese manga, thanks to the beautiful cover which featured two EXTREMELY pretty men!! Thank you, Pat-darling for pointing it out!! Somehow, emptying our wallets made us feel very satisfied.

We then stepped into Borders where we boasted about how smart we were buying Chinese mangas for just RM4 per book while Borders was selling them for RM30.90 at the least. (In Borders we also came across this cool uncensored version of the 'Japanese Slang' book and Soviet and I had some very hard time believing what we were seeing. The book was full of pervertic words such as.... er... I shan't put it up here, in case there are innocent readers here. BWAHAHAHA on the whole, the book shocked us pretty good!!)

Then we went to McDonalds and I suddenly realised we weren't so 'genius-y' anymore. We ripped open the book with those gorgeous-ly looking men and after 15 minutes of reading 4 pages, we realised the guy who looked like a guy was a girl and the guy who looked like a girl was a guy and so the manga wasn't a 'bent' manga, it was a 'straight' manga!

.... understand? It was 'straight'! No guy X guy!! Oh Wai Yee, Your Highness! Forgive me! Your princess has sinned! Your princess can now no longer tell the difference between male and female! How... how.... how can I bear the title of Yaoi Queen??

*clear throat*

(Anyway, I tried reading my Chinese version of Vampire Knight and had horrid results. I understood 1/4 of what they said but if Irene didn't tell me what the story was about before, I would have lost my way. Oh God, looks like it'll really take me 10 years to read that one book.)

Ah, I'm a genius... buying things that I can't read. Genius.

We also had fun in Toys R Us! But I'm lazy to put pics in here. So I will some other day.

And I'll probably change Yunoki-sama to Claymore very soon. Claymore!!!! I can't believe I'm still so addicted to it. BWAHAHAHAHA

*sudden transformation*
Oh, imoto-chan! My DARLING!!! Not a second passes by without aniki thinking about you!! *flicks my long silver hair and bats my pretty eyelashes*

*sudden transformation*

Oh and I went back to school on Wednesday... was it? Or was it Thursday?? Oh, whatever... it was the first day of school! And how I already missed going to school! Soviet, Wen Lee and I did some real crazy things like plucking off posters on the walls outside the Physics and Chem Labs so that we could use the cellophane tape to tape on PC Lim 'flyers'. PUBLICITY!! And we threw the poster INTO another poster and I was pretty sure that that poster fell down three stories from the Physics Lab. We wanted to throw paper aeroplanes out into the balcony and down onto the garden below so that the gardener could pick up our rubbish but we couldn't since there were people around and Pn Leong was in the Physics Lab. Plus, we had no paper. We also went into every Science class to scribble PC Lim's name all over the boards! Man, I miss being naughty in school.

Oh and, we have new stalls in our canteen. Miss... (our Chem teacher, I forgot her name...) told us that the canteen operators were from... CLS, was it? Yeah, and she said that their food is much tastier than whatever we've been eating these past years. HMPH. They change the canteen operators ONLY AFTER we're gone? HMPH. Unjust. HMPH.

We also played with computers in our school's Cyber Centre, and sadly... THEY DON'T HAVE SHOCKWAVE! OR FLASH! OR JAVA! OR DIVX! Completely UNACCEPTABLE! How dare they call it a Cyber Centre?? No form of entertainment whatsoever *groans*

Oh well, I'm actually lazy to blog so I shall hurry away to aarinfantasy now. BWAHAHAHAHA I must obtain back my 'genius-ioty'.

Merci.

BRACES for a New Year

Aloha mi amigos! Happy New Year!

And to all my fellow darlings who will be starting their tertiary education soon (those January intake-rs)... MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU. I like to take things easily, so I'll probably take the April or the June or the July intake so... if you miss me, wait for me.

BWAHAHAHAHAHA

I went to the orthodontist today, and it looks like I'll be wearing 'em braces ONCE MORE thanks to my ever-moving teeth. So darlings, do remember all the "s's" that I say because in March, I highly doubt I would be able to pronounce 's' very beautifully as I do now anymore... Wearing those teeth-tying things is such a bore... :(

Oh yeah, I am catching up with LOST Season 2 (since SPM absolutely stole all my chances of touching AXN) and there are a few things that must be mentioned. For one... SAWYER IS EXTREMELY HOT!!!!! I like him up to his little.... 'goatie'. And he's a VERY cool conman! (Which happens to be one of my shared 'ambitions' with Soviet-sama). Sawyer..... *nosebleed and drools*Sawyer (which is not his real name... I can't remember the real one) too hot!!! *melts*

Be happy, darlings, for I have found a real person to drool about. But no worries, I haven't forgotten about my darling Aiba...Aiba-chin! Forever cute and MINE.

Oh! About the 4 volumes of manga I bought the other day from Borders which costed over RM100! The title is Absolute Boyfriend, and the most handsome guy in here keeps undressing himself *nosebleed* His name is Night Tenjo and YES, HE'S MINE. Here's what he looks like... (most of the pics I have of him are of him naked...) *melts into a pool of blood*

Night is the first one from the right! Sadly, I don't bother to remember the names of the two other people in this picture. They just don't appeal that much to me.
Night Tenjo!! All naked and wrapped up in a beautiful box!!


Tenjo, being stupid (yet cute!!)! He is a love figurine, anyway, for those who don't know.Night... yet again, naked.... *dreamy eyes and drools*

I haven't forgotten about Claymore, though! *lesbiany vibes* I heard (read) that the second season will be out in April 2008 so I'll be a good girl and wait very impatiently for it to be subbed and uploaded. And if I don't run out of patience, I WILL BUY SEASON TWO.
Teresa!! Teresa!! Oh, by the way, Manda, Mandy and Soviet-sama, did you all know Galactea is... BLIND?? My 'love icon'! XD BLIND!! But no worries, I love her all the same! She's cool.

*sudden transformation*
No worries Yunoki-sama! My little gay heart never forgets about you! *dances around*
My Yunoki-sama *love love* with Tsukimori Len, the blue-haired, ice cool man who managed to melt both my darling imoto and my sis-in-law's hearts.

Pat darling, I believe my beautiful gay eyes sees the best in a man. I do not doubt my judgment that 'Mr. Iron Lips' and 'Chinaman Rapist' are indeed Mr. Iron Lips and Chinaman rapist. I beg of you, kindly don't land your fists on my beautiful face... *flicks my silver hair* ... or on my beautiful hair! Like my darling imoto said, you can be frightening when you're mad...

*squeals*

*suddden transformation*

Ah yes... the complicated array of emotions that I have. Switching from gay hormones to those lesbian-y throbbing is something not made possible by others. If one should feel what I do feel, one would collapse due to the overwhelming emotions i feel.

BWAHAHAHAHA

And yes, what a wonderful way to start a new year! I heard from some unreliable sources that petrol prices will be up by 40 cent!

God bless all drivers!

Merry Christmas ALL!!! #2

In my description previously, I forgot to add that he must be tall. Scratch that, he must be taller than ME.

(Fuji WILL grow. He is, after all, only 15.)

Oh, and I found some very beautiful Claymore pics and so I shall post them here for my darling kotaishi, Soviet-sama and for myself, of course. And for those wonderful Claymore fans out there! *winks at Manda* *winks at Mandy*

CLAYMOREEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CLAYMOREEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
Beautiful, long white haired Dweller of the Deep, Easley of the North.

My beautiful Galactea darling, Claymore #3

Some scenes from episode 25... I think.

My beautiful, fearful, powerful, Teresa of the Faint Smile, previously the #1 Claymore, and also hailed to be the most powerful #1 in history.

Beautiful, flexible Teresa of the Faint Smile, flexing her beautiful butt as she threatens to chop off IDIOT, @#$%@#* TREACHEROUS Priscilla, the #2 Claymore then.

CLAYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CLAYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*lesbiany vibes*

Merry Christmas ALL!!!

Merry Christmas all!! My Christmas was extremely dull, but I somehow managed to persuade my mum to get me a laptop so considering how 'speedily' mum and dad decides to do things, it looks like I'll only be the proud owner of a laptop let's say... in not less than six months to come? Well, I do believe that THAT IS the fastest my parents can decide on something so horribly expensive. And we'll probably be living off 'koay teow thing' or something everyday for the next 3 months or whatever...

All of us do want something for Christmas, eh? So I did a little bit of daydreaming today under the scorching Chinese New Year sun and realised that I am somewhat, old enough to be dreaming about an eligible bachelor who would steal my heart away. I'll daydream a bit and pretend to be Mel for a day... heh heh...

HE MUST BE FAIR AND PRETTY!! Not dark like others would usually want, but he must be slightly muscular too. HE MUST NOT BE A SISSY. He must not look like a Chinaman rapist *ahem: Pat* but he must look dashing. Preferably no iron-like lips (like those stung by a bee) *ahem: Pat* but he must have nice, deep features. I would like silver haired men, but where we live, silver haired men are mostly in their 70s so... NO! HE MUST BE AT MOST ONLY FIVE YEARS OLDER THAN ME!!! Somehow, I would like SLIGHTLY gay-ish men, for my mum has introduced me to several gay friends of hers, and I MUST say, WHAT A SPECTACULAR PERSONALITY! They are so carefree, so happy, so ELEGANT, and.... more feminine than me. And they dance. VERY WELL. But no sissys... no sissys...

Uh, wait... I think I somewhat know this beautiful person who is suit to be my dream partner! He sounds very much like... very much like...

*sudden transformation*

*flicks white hair in one fluid, gentle movement* There's only one gay that'll fit that whole description, and it is me! Sorry for being insensitive like how I UN-usually am, but I am, after all... tied to my current #1 Bishie-in-my-list YUNOKI-SAMA!!! (Fuji, Wolfram, Aiba are all in that one list too)


Sad to say that woman (man?) is not I, the one and only gay that goes around saying 'oresama wakai shiroi gin ke bishie Estonia von Versailles, Oujisama Tengoku no Versailles'. That red-haired fool can steal MY Yunoki for now, but there will come one day, when he realises my true nature and finds my astounding beauty. And that is when... I will be waiting for him. Our long hairs will entwine.. and... and...

*nosebleed*

*sudden transformation*

....


...


...


... ME.

Darn, this festive season is making me more and more whacked than ever. Did I hit my head somewhere? I sure hope I did, 'cos I'm freaking myself out.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

He puts friends above his family. He would rather spend 3 hours with him than 10 minutes with her. He never ceases to drop a comment on her, be it downright sarcastic or just straightforward. He speaks in a tone that nobody is allowed to question his authority. And she has no right to speak back. Be it Xmas, there's nothing for her under the tree. He doesn't even spend the day with her.

She is vulnerable. Tears always threaten to fall. She hates to let people know. She can't show others just how weak she is. Be it Xmas, her heart is ultimately crushed.

So what if those Xmas carols are playing in the living room? There's no joy in it. And while others go to church, she sits at home to celebrate a boring Xmas. She bares her soul to the books she reads and hides her tears behind the brown pages.

I HATE IT when she's so weak and vulnerable. She is she, and I am me. But she too is me, in a way that only I can feel, because I am one with her. I HATE IT when she cries; it's hopeless, tears are hopeless, but faith is hope. I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE HER.

And with faith, and all the hope in it... she will change. Not for him, but for her, and for me.

NEW LAYOUT!!!!

It took me the whole of last night and the whole of today because I was absolutely struggling with Photoshop. I am new to it, anyway...

*yawns*

I need some sleep!!

Btw, has anyone seen my Ouran manga vol 1 and 2, my Air Gear, my Busuo Renkin, my Tsubasa 2? There's plenty of other stuff missing, and right now I'm too lazy (and worried) to blog about it. I can't seem to find RM620 worth of anime/manga... I shall do a thorough stock check and find out the missing stuff.

After a take a good sleep.

*sudden transformation*
A gay needs plenty of rest for good complexion! After all, beautiful ME is only fit for Yunoki-sama!
*sudden transformation*

*yawns* I'm turning into an owl.

Money Management

I successfully spent ONLY RM11.40 today! The lowest amount spent on my outings after all these years!! I would like to thank Irene darling, Pat dearie and old ama for helping me to control my spending. If it weren't for them... I would never have acheived this great feat! *applause*

Pat dearie looked wonderful in her new swimsuit though ama and I would have loved it if she had wanted to try on something more revealing. :p And no, we're not being horny. All in all, the both of our savings combined (ama and i) would have only been able to buy the top part of the swim suit (or else). So, no complaints! Pat looked really nice in it, though. I would have looked absolutely FLAT in it. *sigh*

Oh, I went to shop for bras and I'm not 34A anymore! I'm 36A now! (Vinny, are you reading this? Next year's bra size shall be this.) I was pretty annoyed when she told me, "Don't worry, little one. This bra size is small, and there's no smaller one anymore! Don't worry that it will be too big for you." Can I sue that shop? I mean... what kind of salesgirl says that to her customers? And she didn't quite take that to be offending.

You didn't expect me to write a weird-less post right??

*sudden transformation*
YUNOKI-SAMA!!! My sensitive gay heart beats for your gentle smile, your soothing music, and your warm character!! Say you'll stay with me forever!! Let's be gay partners!!
*sudden transformation*

OH! I had a great time roling 'ee' for tang yuen just now! My tang yuen is very successful, people! I do not add poison in them! Surprised?

Bwahahahaha

Irene darling, I will miss you for sure! Do remember to write to us occasionally? And do reply our messages on your handphone? Never forget my beautiful face? Always treasure our happy times? Remember how we slept on the floor side by side? Me stealing your food all the time?

Remember that we still have one date together! WE MUST SLEEP TOGETHER IN A HOTEL.

All those people out there reading this, don't get me wrong!! :)

LESBIAN-Y

BWAHAHAHAHA FRIENDS OUT THERE, WATCH CLAYMORE AND YOU'LL KNOW WHY I'M EXPERIENCING THESE LESBIAN-Y VIBES. Before I jump into that... I shall talk about serious stuff first.

Why is my blog full of all things anime?????? It's frightening me, no matter how often I look at it. *shivers* And if you would carefully examine my daily things-to-do, it will frighten you (and me) even more. Let's take today as an example.

I woke up at11.30 today, bathe, ate, and I READ ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND THE MANGA. Then it was time for lunch, so I ate then I settled down to READ DEVIL MAY CRY 2 NOVEL. I finished it within an hour and so I proceeded on to watch CLAYMORE THE ANIME. I watched it all afternoon and it was dinner time. I ate dinner and walked around a little then I got high thinking about ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND and the naked guy in there so I TRIED TO DRAW HIM. I gave up halfway and I thought about Yunoki-sama *nosebleed* and I surfed the net to find his pics. Then I came here, to blog on my blog while waiting for D. GRAY MAN and DEATHNOTE the ANIME to load. And I'll watch it throughout the night.

READERS!!!!!! *grabs my hair and yanks them out* AM I TURNING INTO THOSE FREAKY LITTLE NERDY PEOPLE WHO WEAR GLASSES, LOOK HORRID, WITH THOSE FLABBY STOMACHS AND UTTERLY LANGUID BODY MOVEMENTS WHO SLOUCHES AROUND HERE AND THERE CALLING THEMSELVES OTAKU???????

At the rate I'm going, I'll be fat.
I'm wearing glasses.
My body functions are slowing.
I AM wobbling around here and there like a spine-less person.

SHIMATTTTTTTTTTTTTTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sudden transformation*

Ah, on the other hand, I still look gorgeous and un-horrid. (or else my imoto would have run away from her aniki, myself by now.)
Beautiful gays have no flabby stomachs. (tears open shirt) Be wowed by my beauty!!!
I have purple eyes. (Contact lenses)
My body movements are still gentle and bony. To prove this... *gently flicks my long silver hair which blows and dances in rhythm to the wind*

*sudden transformation*

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH why can't I ever write a normal post? Forgive me, Mother... I have failed you as a normal daughter... *dramatic wails*

By the way, those purple eyes thingy (contact lenses) ain't true. I'm still all specy til Mummy decides to match my eyes with my hair colour.

But if my hair is the same colour as my eyes... I'll be a silver-haired witch!! A CLAYMORE!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

.... I'm not making sense.

The point is, I'm lesbian-y because I have found this absolutely gorgeous female characters who dance around blood and detached limbs with their almighty swords and youki which gives them somewhat power to attach or regenerate their limbs. Erm... let's just put it that CLAYMORE is just bloody violent. These should explain things.

Clare, who adores Teresa
Teresa, whom I adore... IMAGINE MY PAIN SEEING HER HEAD CUT OFF!!!!
L to R: Idiot Priscilla, IDIOT Ophelia, Clare!!!, Irene!!!!, and TERESA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Women warriors...
IDIOT OPHELIA which became the Awakened One. MAY SHE DIE A PAINFUL DEATH FOR MAKING CLARE LOSE AN ARM.


BLOOD!!! AND GORE!!!!! BWAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA!!! Absolutely what I need in this beautiful revolution of anime! Gosh, this anime is even more violent than Hellsing. By a MILE. Absolutely love it! Though I hate some very many people in this show.

*lesbiany-y vibes*

Darn, I shouldn't watch an all-female character show. I shall stick to Yunoki-sama with his absolutely warm and gentle smile...

(Teresa! Clare!)