MUET lessons and school events

So immersed I am - that I forgot that many things happened in school~!!

HUIYING DARLING, MINGYEN, JUJU, JILLIAN DEAR, Siva and Viki... I know how you all should feel right now!!

I WANT to be demerited too!!

AHEM. Anyway, Ama and I had quite some fun butt-analysing these few days to the extent that Mama Wong seems to know about it. BWAHAHAHAHAHA. And nope, we're not THAT shy about it. And so Viki tries very hard to run away from us...

MUET lessons are just so very interesting. BWAHAHAHAHA

Had Sukan Tara last Saturday but I somehow predicted that my rumah sukan would get last. And we did. :P And unlike Vin darling who gets so easily agitated by sports results, I feel that I'm more easily agitated by how sore my muscles and legs got.

Despite me getting 2nd for 100m during our group run, I failed miserably in getting a point!! And the most unbelievable thing is that the only point I got for sukan tara is through SHOT PUTT. Would you believe that?? Me, the very sweet and somewhat flimsy, uh, gay, got a POINT for SHOT PUTT?? I think I almost died there and then... from laughter, of course. BWAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyway, my insatiable hunger these few days is making me fatter much faster that I can burn calories. (It dries my wallet too.) And so Jill, Ama and I run to Mama Wong and feed off her delicious meals whenever we have the chance to. BWAHAHAHAHAHA

Mr David successfully awarded me with the title: 'The Strangest, Funniest Monitor I've Ever Encountered in My Teaching Career' more than 2 times these few weeks. I'm feeling proud of myself!!

My monthly test is coming up in a weeks' time but Streamyx just NEEDS to return today. Sigh. I'll try to control myself well. Highly doubt I can do it, though.

Did I say I'm obsessing over my godbrother's girlfriend these few days?? BWAHAHAHAHAHA you read that right. But I'm too lazy to elaborate...

Anyway, found this in a clinic and I totally love it! I'm sure MingYen would too. :)


I shall try to resume my studies now... *yawns*

Of Politics and Me BWAHAHAHAHA

I'm back, people!!

I know you all missed me much~

Honestly, I'm surprised. After Streamyx somewhat abandoned my line for 3 weeks, the first thing I'm actually BLOGGING about is Malaysian politics. Wow.

The not-so recent politicking in Perak, scandals, morally wrong doings and finger pointing incidents in Malaysia really did surprise me much, as I never expected our 51-year old Malaysia as to still be embroiled into something as fickle as local politics - ever since the show of democracy by its citizens almost a year ago - when practically the rest of the world is putting their heads together to end this recession. In times of a crippling global economy, the only thing our higher-ups can do... is to bicker among our brothers and sisters of the nation - over who has the right to rule over who?

I'm certainly not a political analyser, heck, I'm still as green as a pea in Sains Politik, BWAHAHAHAHA, but even I realise how our dearest nation is taking the torturously, long road into becoming a fully matured democratic nation. Look at the other side of the globe. A BLACK has taken over the Whitehouse! And nobody is complaining - because our current economic situation totally overlooks all colour and skin quabbles. A bit late for this, but: Kudos to all ye brave Americans for putting your trust into a change that you can believe in!

Everybody else in this world of ours is taking the bite of the financial crisis seriously: big companies are cutting salaries and some millions have been given the axe. But here we are, divided, segregated beyond any immediate cure - demonstrating on the streets, finger pointing at each other, pulling on the strings of others' wrongdoings, invading one's personal life, and most of all - quabbling incessantly over all this trivial politics that sees no end.

Personally, to me, so what if Perak has two MBs? So what if someone has two wives? So what if somebody is involved in some scandal? Honestly, does all of these interfere with one's capabilities to serve the people? Why can't politicians compromise with one another to tend to the woes of the public? Are we so fixated upon what is morally wrong that we forget even to respect the privacy of others? My points may seem immature and irrelevant: but at least I'm not forgetting the essentials that bring about a nation. Those very essentials that elected our 'trusted' representatives to voice out their cries.

And that boils it all down to our one major problem: Politicians, to me, seem to have forgotten that they are here to serve the rakyat! Have we not voiced out loud enough that we are tired of these endless tirades that occur because the opposition and the ruling party have different political stands? Enough is enough; we have said, yet and yet again. But it seems to fall on deaf ears.

I sure hope it doesn't fall on blind eyes.

I wish politicians would be less self-immersed, and that they choose to become politicians not because of power but because they genuinely believe in a secular democracy that prioritises the needs of those they serve. That they truly stand for the rights of the people with nothing less than a firm anchorage on freedom and justice based on our Constitution. That they do not possess the self-centered mentality that would lead this beautiful country - that I have grown to love - to ruins.

There would be no need for politicians if there's no country to govern!

I am hoping to see a change in the direction things are heading for our dearest nation in due time. Prominent leaders must take necessary measures to steer the country back towards the path of maturity and success before the people are broken even further apart. Respect for the rakyat's needs and choices must be put high above all.

This is sincerely based on my own humble opinion, erm... well, actually, integrated with those of the other 'Anak Malaysia' out there who really care for our country. Somehow, I hope that the cries of all bloggers and the rakyat, in general, will be heard... or rather, read.

The time has come for a paradigm shift that holds promises for a hollistic change - a change that will see Malaysia gearing up for, and celebrating in - success.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Random Ramblings

BWAHAHAHAHHA I somehow felt that it has been too long since I last rambled about random gibberish. So here I am to amuse thee on the randomness of MBS people (and of me, BWAHAHAHA)!!

Let's start with Ama's super ability to attract....







... POLLENS.

BWAHAHAHAHAHA I laughed like nuts remembering what happened that day~! It was the day after our Christmas sleepover at darling Vin's place... we left her place at 7.30am so as to travel all the way to Balik Pulau to collect live (but preferably, dead, to me) grasshoppers and strange insects for our Bio project. But this Ama wore long pants there. And she was a magnet for those flower seeds! Spent some half an hour removing those.

The seeds shown on this tissue paper was when she was 1/4 done with those darned things. BWAHAHAHAHA dunno why I bothered taking a picture of this...



... why am I even blogging this...?

ANYWAY. My darling son, Vern Vern was VERY VERY EXTREMELY filial to give Ama a RED PACKET for her birthday.



Kind of like an opposite of situations in reality, huh?? Well, this old Ama of ours owes my darling Vin 10 angpaus anyway... and she owes me TWELVE!! All RM100 and above!! Per angpau!!

Vin darling!! Let's menyuarakan keganasan and 'sioh ee eh chu' (burn down her house)!! BWAHAHAHAHA just kidding, Ama~!!


Dunno why I randomly decided to put a picture here of us eating breakfast in the morning during break at Mr. Sim's Chem class last year.

Get ready for the nect one, folks!! It'll scare you all just like it scared Vin darling and I!!!

. . . .?

... did it scare you?? BWAHAHAHAHAHA forgive the quality for being blurry, my hand was shaking because I was too surprised and... at that instant, I caught Vin's 'laughing like a mad woman' disease. The only difference is that I'm gay.

Don't even bother asking me why I put MingYen's face here too... it's uh, random. Like everything else in this post.

(It was a CHILLY, dark evening, where the winds howled and the sun shook... at the Tanjung tuition class, where Vin and I were standing at the 2nd floor. Then this frightening creature: also known as MingYen poked her head downwards all the way from the 4th floor -

scaring the both of us NUTS!! She looks somewhat like a headless ghoul. Er... oops! A head-y ghoul. Body-less ghoul.

.... whatever.)

OOH!! On another note: I was walking home from MBS last Friday and I saw this group of MBS boys somewhat playing soccer in the middle of the field. There was this boy wearing a number '8' t-shirt. The ball kinda rolled out of the field, and he went to pick it. His friends were all yelling "Oi! Kuik ball la! Number 8 eh Lam Pa!" ("go collect the ball, Lam Pa!") (I believe that Frank Lampard's jersey number is 8.)

Well...

...being the perverted yaoi fangirl I am, I immediately turned at the point where they were yelling Lam Pa. And those guys suddenly stopped laughing for a while.

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA the WONDERFUL things that happen only in a boys' school~!! *swoons*

AHEM.

Back to my randomness... I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGET TO BLOG THAT I MET OUR DEAREST CHIEF MINISTER on the first day of Chinese New Year!! It was... splendid~!! (Manda, don't let my mum's little nonsense make you laugh when you read this...)

TADA~!! LIM GUAN ENG~!! *swoons yet again*

I even managed a little photo with him!! YAY~!! *squeals*

We're at the same height~!! *screams*

My beautiful cousin managed to get him in the picture... *shrieks*

And his house is very florally decorated~ *shrills*

Okay, okay, I exaggerated a few things. :P I went to his open house on the first day of CNY and managed to see our dearest Chief Minister in person. He was so cool!! NYAHHHH~!

(It is plain to see that I love our new Chief Minister, although he's a Malacca-born.) *nosebleeds*

To sum all of these randomness up....

DIGEST THIS ABSOLUTELY CUTE PICTURE OF MY DARLING, YET NAUGHTY NIECE OF MINE:

ADELINE~!!

And when all this randomness is too much to handle, I *faint*.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Erm...

I actually have nothing to blog about but I'm just here so because I've got nothing to do (and my mum expects me to study?? What kind of a normal human does that??). Life is one boring thing without my darling Balthier...

*mourns*

Ooh yeah, Malaysia's most recent political agenda's getting all interesting once more, don't you think? Perak's so interesting!! Sorry for you, though, Mandy.

Haven't found any recent gay activity worth mentioning too, recently...

*mourns*

Of RPG and Asch~

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Redoing my blog suddenly reminded me about rpg games. I haven't got the chance to update Manda where I finally got to at FF12~!! I got to the Ridorana Cataract, darling~ but am yet to enter the Pharos... all my procrastination is due to my futile attempts at getting hidden espers. Erm... not exactly futile, though. I DID get Adrammelech!! Dunno why I bothered, though. I love Quickenings more than Espers. I don't think I have ever used my Belias, Mateus or the Whisperer even once in the game!! Wow!!

(except for the time I HAD to summon Belias to open up Giruvegan. Don't think that counts!!!)

I'm straying. Oops. I'm banned from the PS2, btw. Until S**M is over??

*mourns*

(I just have to censore those four words that spells the public examinations we poor Form-6sians need to take. Can't let that darn thing ruin the mood!!!)

Anyway, I must be so absolutely random to have conjured up a new layout altogether out of scrape~!! Took me only 2 surprisingly short and hassle free hours, though.

Whee~! Do you all like it?? I can't believe I'm still crazy about Asch. BWAHAHAHAHA. THIS has got to be among my longest. :P

(I sound like a flirtatious old fool.)

... erm... GAY. BWAHAHAHAHAHA *evil smirk and laughter*

Chinese New Year and school~!

Erm... I don't blog because nothing much has been happening in my life?? Even though CNY has come and passed, I still can't find anything much to blog about. I went to pai chiah, slept in a hotel, went for spa, sauna and jacuzzi, cursing rich people with big cars...erm... BWAHAHAHAHA...?

UNLESS you all wish to hear my incessant ramblings about the hefty amount I lost in gambling.

BWAHAHAHAHAHA
(let's hate Siam Ban Lak and Black Jack together.)

Went out pretty often during CNY holidays, but knowing how LAZY I can get... I've decided to go against blogging about it. BWAHAHAHAHA

Nothing much has happened in school either; unless you count these few things as happenings:

1. My Math T teacher calling me a bisexual (or in his own terms: an amphibian??!!)
2. Some random MALE teacher telling me freaky stuff like: 'Lelaki ini sungguh tampan!"
3. Lots of people down with flu, and no matter what I DO, I just can't catch the cold / fever/ headache /period pain.
4. Some random teacher actually saying that 'Yoke Yee' talks too much in class. BWAHAHAHAHA this must be the most frightening news in U6Sn2.

Anyway, Happy Thaipusam, Happy Chap Goh Meh...

... and happy being single to me. When will my gay partner ever touch the very depths of my heart and soul??

(very sentimental these days after reading loads of RenjiXByakuya's sweet and funny oneshots~!! Nyahh~!! *nosebleeds)

I LOVE YOU MANDY~!!

I love you Mandy~!!

Finally got through Phon Coast and am now in Old Archades!! THANKS MANDY!!

AFTER 6 ROTTEN DISCS, FINALLY THE SEVENTH ONE HELPED ME THROUGH. OMG.

Yay to Balthier~!!

.... randomness yet again.

Yay~! Took a little thing on Facebook and I'm all too happy to be Zero~!! Zero!!

I hate Kaname.

Kiryuu Zero

Possessing both the power of the vampire and the vampire hunter, you are a very special person, the Vampire Knight. Among your friends, you always play the key role of creating the atmosphere, be it good or bad. You hate to bring any harm to the people you care though sometime you may lose control of yourself and hurt them. However, you should remain who you are because you are the one who will make the difference at the very end.

Yay~!

.... (insert random gay-ish title here)...

THE ONLY THING I WISH TO TELL ALL OF THE WORLD RIGHT NOW IS:

WORSHIP HARD GAY.

BWAHAHAHAHAHA. You all read that line right. Go to youtube and laugh your hearts content~! He is truly the gay (fake gay) that make all other gays like me PROUD. GO HARD GAY~!! And somehow Jill darling started calling me the Hard Gay and calling Khai Ying The Vibrating Gay.

... don't ask me why. You all do NOT want to know.

BWAHAHAHAHAHHA anyway, lazy me actually managed to scrape a Band 5 for MUET. But what was really STRANGE was that I was probably... the last person in school to know what my results were.

BWAHAHAHAHHAHA.

What surprises me more than my results though, is that I'm still absolutely infatuated with Asch. WOW!

And no, Manda... I'm never really that busy - it's just that these few weeks I'm off obsessing over fanfics (those who don't know what they are are better off not knowing... hahaha).

NARUSASU!! KAORUHIKARU!! TAMAKIKYOYA!! WOLFRAMYUURI!! ALLENLAVIKANDA!!

How would you expect me to be free if I'm immersed in the beautiful world of gays...??

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

First Week of... Hell?

The first week of school is hell itself.

I can't believe the amount of sweat I lost just trying to.. well, walk up that short flight of stairs up to my class. And that's just MY class... not even the Bio lab on the third floor yet. GAWRSH. I hate school sometimes.

GWAHAHAHAHA I shan't try to ruin my wonderful mood this evening talking about my week that lasted like a YEAR~ Or about my HUGE pile of homework waiting for me on my desk~ Or about waking up early for tuition tomorrow~ Or about that dumb insects and plants thing that we RUSHED like nuts to finish when our group should have been the first to finish~ Or about class spites~

No~ I SHALL NOT MENTION THEM AT ALL~

Anyway, happy birthday in advance Ama!! You're truly our Ama to be celebrating your birthday so early in the year. BWAHAHAHAHAHA

(since my grandma came back from Singapore today, I think I should stop referring to Ama as Ama on my blog from today onwards.... til CNY is over.)

On a random thing... a salesman thought I was a 12-yr old today! I dunno whether to be flattered or ashamed. GAH. The many turmoils in life... *tsk tsk*

Thanks for your disc, Mandy!! I love you lots, and you know it. This is my gratitude to you:

MANDY DEAREST
~Me loves you lotz~

That concludes my very long-awaited post.

Destroying Auldrant

Instead of thinking about how to tackle some stupid major exam that's happening in less than a year... I sat down thinking and researching about alternate endings to TOTA.

... Yep. That's how meaningful my life is.

Anyway, was reading a fanfic and then I realised how true that author's scenario was!! (A warning to ppl who don't know what's TOTA... kindly skip this whole insane post. I find that I love blogging about things that does not concern much about my life and death. BWAHAHAHA)

Here goes my ramblings:


Supposedly... before events at Akzeriuth, Vandesdelca SHOULD have bought over replica Luke and his friends to support his plans on destroying Auldrant. Van should not have been so secretive as to hide the truth from Luke who trusted him very much then. Luke even LOVED Van - like a mentor, a teacher, a father. However, Van had betrayed both Luke and even Gailardia whom both had trusted him very much - by showing that he does not value their lives.

Van had created Luke to die - in fact, even up to the end, Luke wasn't exactly very hesitant about dying to replace his original: Asch. Van should have made it clear that Luke's sacrifice would have let Asch live. And even if Luke's fonons DID separate after creating a hyperresonance to destroy the Sephiroth at Akzeriuth, he wouldn't have really died considering how he and Asch are perfect isofons, right? In fact, his fonons would have completely merged with Asch's - thus the original ending.

Van also made a HUGE mistake by letting Asch know about his plans on recreating a replica world - he totally forgot all about Asch's hatred for replicas (that began because Luke took over his life, leaving him with nothing but 'ashes of the sacred flame'. :( ). Asch had once said that he would go with Van's plans - even if it meant destroying Auldrant and recreating the world - Asch is THAT nuts about Van. :O

The only part that made Asch change his mind and decided to oppose Van is when he learnt that Van is creating a REPLICA world. That's Van's biggest mistake.

Remember the final fight between Asch and Luke in Eldrant? It all boils down to the fact that Asch wants to fight it out to find out who's Van's real student. Who is more ready to fight Van. Who Van loves more. Who loves Van more. It's all about Van! And stupid Van just had to lose Asch's trust.

Luke and his friends wouldn't have gotten very far if it wasn't for Asch's intelligence. Asch's the one popping out every now and then whenever Luke gets STUPID. :P (don't gimme that look Manda, Chingy... hahaha) In fact, if Asch had been on Van's side, Van would have succeeded in destroying ALL the Sephiroth's supporting the Outer Lands way before the Albiore could fly.

Anise... well. Anise is so obviously in love with Ion, doesn't it look like it?? Even though Ion's a complete replica of the.. erm.. original Ion. Anise HATES Mohs anyway. And what Van's doing completely, utterly, opposes Mohs. Surprising how this Mohs managed to work together with the God-Generals in order to force the world to follow the Score. Score, Score, Score.

The fantastic Six God-Generals

Van would have made the Necromancer work together with Dist to perfect fonology and reinvent fomicry that would have created better replicas - instead of creating infant replicas that know nothing at all. Since studies in Belkend have already shown that mass replication of land is plausible... Jade's perceptive mind would have very much made it all successful and easier.

I'm also sure that if Van had let Mysterica read the Seventh Fonstone: the Score of Death, Tear's 'Yulia-descendant-genes' would kick in and try to save the world. The Seventh Fonstone already prophesised the end of the world due to miasma toxicosis. Van's course of action, after all, showed that the humans can only deviate slightly from the Score, but in the end, the Score is still right.

The Score doesn't show just a possible choice in the future. Somehow, one way or the other, the Score is absolute. Repeat that - absolute!!

The Score only derails when it involves replicas. In the end, ironically, replicas, made entirely of the Seventh Fonons - Lorelei's power - is free from Yulia's score. Wow.

Creating a replica world would have freed humanity from a shackled prophecy, don't you think so? Destroying Lorelei disperses and rids the world of Seventh Fonons - the Score wouldn't be able to be read, and thus, wouldn't humanity be less dependant on the Score?

In the end... It's all about destroying Auldrant! Woohoo~!!

I somehow support Van's actions after rethinking about all these possiblities. BWAHAHAHAHA. I CAN'T believe I wasted a whole afternoon on creating an alternate storyline for Tales of the Abyss. Hahaha.

School starts on Monday and I'm still wasting my brainpower on a game I finished~!! Wow!

... I should go waste my brain power on how to skip school and ponteng. BWAHAHAHAHA