I LOVE YOU MANDY~!!

I love you Mandy~!!

Finally got through Phon Coast and am now in Old Archades!! THANKS MANDY!!

AFTER 6 ROTTEN DISCS, FINALLY THE SEVENTH ONE HELPED ME THROUGH. OMG.

Yay to Balthier~!!

.... randomness yet again.

Yay~! Took a little thing on Facebook and I'm all too happy to be Zero~!! Zero!!

I hate Kaname.

Kiryuu Zero

Possessing both the power of the vampire and the vampire hunter, you are a very special person, the Vampire Knight. Among your friends, you always play the key role of creating the atmosphere, be it good or bad. You hate to bring any harm to the people you care though sometime you may lose control of yourself and hurt them. However, you should remain who you are because you are the one who will make the difference at the very end.

Yay~!

.... (insert random gay-ish title here)...

THE ONLY THING I WISH TO TELL ALL OF THE WORLD RIGHT NOW IS:

WORSHIP HARD GAY.

BWAHAHAHAHAHA. You all read that line right. Go to youtube and laugh your hearts content~! He is truly the gay (fake gay) that make all other gays like me PROUD. GO HARD GAY~!! And somehow Jill darling started calling me the Hard Gay and calling Khai Ying The Vibrating Gay.

... don't ask me why. You all do NOT want to know.

BWAHAHAHAHAHHA anyway, lazy me actually managed to scrape a Band 5 for MUET. But what was really STRANGE was that I was probably... the last person in school to know what my results were.

BWAHAHAHAHHAHA.

What surprises me more than my results though, is that I'm still absolutely infatuated with Asch. WOW!

And no, Manda... I'm never really that busy - it's just that these few weeks I'm off obsessing over fanfics (those who don't know what they are are better off not knowing... hahaha).

NARUSASU!! KAORUHIKARU!! TAMAKIKYOYA!! WOLFRAMYUURI!! ALLENLAVIKANDA!!

How would you expect me to be free if I'm immersed in the beautiful world of gays...??

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

First Week of... Hell?

The first week of school is hell itself.

I can't believe the amount of sweat I lost just trying to.. well, walk up that short flight of stairs up to my class. And that's just MY class... not even the Bio lab on the third floor yet. GAWRSH. I hate school sometimes.

GWAHAHAHAHA I shan't try to ruin my wonderful mood this evening talking about my week that lasted like a YEAR~ Or about my HUGE pile of homework waiting for me on my desk~ Or about waking up early for tuition tomorrow~ Or about that dumb insects and plants thing that we RUSHED like nuts to finish when our group should have been the first to finish~ Or about class spites~

No~ I SHALL NOT MENTION THEM AT ALL~

Anyway, happy birthday in advance Ama!! You're truly our Ama to be celebrating your birthday so early in the year. BWAHAHAHAHAHA

(since my grandma came back from Singapore today, I think I should stop referring to Ama as Ama on my blog from today onwards.... til CNY is over.)

On a random thing... a salesman thought I was a 12-yr old today! I dunno whether to be flattered or ashamed. GAH. The many turmoils in life... *tsk tsk*

Thanks for your disc, Mandy!! I love you lots, and you know it. This is my gratitude to you:

MANDY DEAREST
~Me loves you lotz~

That concludes my very long-awaited post.

Destroying Auldrant

Instead of thinking about how to tackle some stupid major exam that's happening in less than a year... I sat down thinking and researching about alternate endings to TOTA.

... Yep. That's how meaningful my life is.

Anyway, was reading a fanfic and then I realised how true that author's scenario was!! (A warning to ppl who don't know what's TOTA... kindly skip this whole insane post. I find that I love blogging about things that does not concern much about my life and death. BWAHAHAHA)

Here goes my ramblings:


Supposedly... before events at Akzeriuth, Vandesdelca SHOULD have bought over replica Luke and his friends to support his plans on destroying Auldrant. Van should not have been so secretive as to hide the truth from Luke who trusted him very much then. Luke even LOVED Van - like a mentor, a teacher, a father. However, Van had betrayed both Luke and even Gailardia whom both had trusted him very much - by showing that he does not value their lives.

Van had created Luke to die - in fact, even up to the end, Luke wasn't exactly very hesitant about dying to replace his original: Asch. Van should have made it clear that Luke's sacrifice would have let Asch live. And even if Luke's fonons DID separate after creating a hyperresonance to destroy the Sephiroth at Akzeriuth, he wouldn't have really died considering how he and Asch are perfect isofons, right? In fact, his fonons would have completely merged with Asch's - thus the original ending.

Van also made a HUGE mistake by letting Asch know about his plans on recreating a replica world - he totally forgot all about Asch's hatred for replicas (that began because Luke took over his life, leaving him with nothing but 'ashes of the sacred flame'. :( ). Asch had once said that he would go with Van's plans - even if it meant destroying Auldrant and recreating the world - Asch is THAT nuts about Van. :O

The only part that made Asch change his mind and decided to oppose Van is when he learnt that Van is creating a REPLICA world. That's Van's biggest mistake.

Remember the final fight between Asch and Luke in Eldrant? It all boils down to the fact that Asch wants to fight it out to find out who's Van's real student. Who is more ready to fight Van. Who Van loves more. Who loves Van more. It's all about Van! And stupid Van just had to lose Asch's trust.

Luke and his friends wouldn't have gotten very far if it wasn't for Asch's intelligence. Asch's the one popping out every now and then whenever Luke gets STUPID. :P (don't gimme that look Manda, Chingy... hahaha) In fact, if Asch had been on Van's side, Van would have succeeded in destroying ALL the Sephiroth's supporting the Outer Lands way before the Albiore could fly.

Anise... well. Anise is so obviously in love with Ion, doesn't it look like it?? Even though Ion's a complete replica of the.. erm.. original Ion. Anise HATES Mohs anyway. And what Van's doing completely, utterly, opposes Mohs. Surprising how this Mohs managed to work together with the God-Generals in order to force the world to follow the Score. Score, Score, Score.

The fantastic Six God-Generals

Van would have made the Necromancer work together with Dist to perfect fonology and reinvent fomicry that would have created better replicas - instead of creating infant replicas that know nothing at all. Since studies in Belkend have already shown that mass replication of land is plausible... Jade's perceptive mind would have very much made it all successful and easier.

I'm also sure that if Van had let Mysterica read the Seventh Fonstone: the Score of Death, Tear's 'Yulia-descendant-genes' would kick in and try to save the world. The Seventh Fonstone already prophesised the end of the world due to miasma toxicosis. Van's course of action, after all, showed that the humans can only deviate slightly from the Score, but in the end, the Score is still right.

The Score doesn't show just a possible choice in the future. Somehow, one way or the other, the Score is absolute. Repeat that - absolute!!

The Score only derails when it involves replicas. In the end, ironically, replicas, made entirely of the Seventh Fonons - Lorelei's power - is free from Yulia's score. Wow.

Creating a replica world would have freed humanity from a shackled prophecy, don't you think so? Destroying Lorelei disperses and rids the world of Seventh Fonons - the Score wouldn't be able to be read, and thus, wouldn't humanity be less dependant on the Score?

In the end... It's all about destroying Auldrant! Woohoo~!!

I somehow support Van's actions after rethinking about all these possiblities. BWAHAHAHAHA. I CAN'T believe I wasted a whole afternoon on creating an alternate storyline for Tales of the Abyss. Hahaha.

School starts on Monday and I'm still wasting my brainpower on a game I finished~!! Wow!

... I should go waste my brain power on how to skip school and ponteng. BWAHAHAHAHA

6 DISCS... given up.

WHAT A WONDEROUS WAY TO USHER IN THE NEW YEAR. To know that the 6th disc I'm playing for FF12 failed as well. Yay.

The guy at the shop said that I may play for as long as I wish in his shop until I get my own self-satisfaction. Until I pass that stupid stage of the game. CURSE THAT PHON COAST. BRING ME TO ARCHADES ALREADY!!

Nope, even though I tried playing it in his shop with his NEW PS2... with another NEW disc... NOPE. No hope. He said somewhat sorrily that it was 'fated destiny' (mia li). Hah.

On a happier (lazier) note, thanks for the comments on the new layout~!! This Asch layout was only meant to be temporary but... since everyone said it's fine... I'll keep it this way. BWAHAHAHAHA. The next theme's probably another Asch one too... YAY!


Asch, O my darling Asch~ I will and DO love you even to YOUR pits of hell (or rather Lorelei...?) ... GAH. Whatever. Me loves Asch~

*swoons*

New Year and TOTA

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL MY DARLINGS~!!

(It's interesting to note that I spent my whole New Year's eve night making a nice layout for my darling Asch. BWAHAHAHAHA)

I finished TOTA some few days ago and it was terrible - I practically flooded my whole houese several times while playing the ending parts. The only game I played that made me cry almost as much was FFX - the scene where Tidus left Yuna after defeating Sin and etc.

BWAHAHAHAHA. That's why I couldn't blog, ya know?? Each time I wanted to type in Asch's name I would almost cry. YEP. Ama witnessed just how insane I got trying to tell her what happened.

Whee~! Another game down! And I'm feeling awfully sd to have finished TOTA! This game is probably the game with the best storyline I've ever played. Fantastic character development! Fun battle system! Sarcastic necromancers! And most awesomely...

ARROGANT ORIGINALS.

*nosebleeds*

Asch~!! I love you~!! I WILL DEFINITELY REPLAY MY SECOND PLAYTHROUGH (after STPM... DRAT! I HATE THAT FOUR-LETTER WORD!! It's TABOO!!)

Anyway... I'm now playing this really silly game named Soul Nomad and the World Eaters. Probably the CRAZIEST, FUNNIEST game I've ever played! Do you know you can end the game after playing for only 15 mins?? After that, you can start you 2nd cycle - the SECOND playthrough.

Yeah, wow.

The story revolves around this Demon who's being suppressed inside the body of the main character (whose name is yours to choose: for males, default is Revya, but it sounds... girlish.) and this demon's named Gig. He's so totally awesome!! He makes me laugh to tears. BWAHAHAHAHA the way he treats Danette and says those totally awesome rude words!!

... never mind me.

ASCH~!!

... Happy new year, Guys. (And I don't mean Gailardia.)

... oops.

(Another random thought: I HATE THINKING ABOUT GOING BACK TO SCHOOL. Drat.)